First of all,

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! MAY THE
JOY OF THE BRITH OF JESUS BE UPON YOU!

& HAPPY BRITHDAY JESUS :)

Well how's everybodys christmas? Mine doesn't even feel like christmas! Because there's no christmas tree this year :( But at least we actually ate a decent family dinner just now even tho there was an awkward silence, God was showing his grace & it was good enough :)

Ok so this morning i woke up with a really bad swollen eye, my pimple in my eye burt but anotehr one grew inside! So it just swell up! The fact that these nonsense things happen on christmas day itself is such a dissapointment! I could hardly open my eye so it was really bad...sigh, who else having a bad christmas? & HOW COULD I HAVE SKIPPED CHURCH ON CHRISTMAS?! I feel really guilty suddenly, guilt is a sin fyi!

As you can see, the swelling on my right eye caused my eyelids to becoem droopy :( REALLY PAINFUL WHEN YOU BLINK MANZ!


I was bored so i attempted the Lady GaGa Bow hair hehe! But as you can see i failed @ it!

Then i wnet to see a doctor with my dad, i got some saline cus my lenses are so dirty :(

I had to skip wearing contacts for the day WOW EVERYTHING WAS BLUR LIKE HELL!!!!
& i wore the sunglass someone coped and gave me heh.

I LOOK REALLY FAT
2 THINGS I'M REALLY INSECURE ABT TODAY!
1. YES MY WEIGHT ALWAYS MY WEIGHT! Sorry but i'll go on bragging abt my fats, yes even on Christmas day! I am so PUI FEI GU GU :( I gained weight so much i can die of lard attack, lol!

2. SUNDAY? Scary scary, i ahven't even absorbed much from my book yes, i borrowed a book abt shyness heh ooops! I am nervous like shit.


We had timsum for lunch, very little timsum


YAY SWEETCORN & PEANUT ICE KACHANG!!!!!
So yummy, but i  cannot taste sweet?

OKAY SUM UP OF TODAY = BAD CHRISTMAS OF MY LIFE, WHATEVER 2009 WAS A BAD YEAR TO BEGIN WITH!!!!
The only thing good is i met new people, I have God & I met YOU! Hehe my handsome boy how i wish you were mine,

 k xoxo gotta go shy girl95 XX







 

( F21 @ 313 )

 

( This is our God..... )
 

SLEEOVER @ LEANNA'S HOUSE WITH SARAH,SHENESSE & CHERIE LATER! Gonna go meet geraldine & the guys now, then school! WOW HECTIC DAY!!!!! KK BYE XIAOZ~ ^^ XXX

 
haha sorry my face abit funny! BUT I THINK I LOOK SO HAPPY AND GLOWY! I have no Idea why ever since i'm back...it's like everyone around me is feeling rather down & dissapointed. But I am not, & I realised it today....this feeling i oh so love! The feeling of being so positive & hyped up for the person who died for me. I guess this feeling will NEVER GO AWAY...The feeling of GOD IN MY LIFE! Having him in my life has made it way better, i am once again filled with his spirit & it's just so amazing i wanna testify to the world! Although i know the race will be ahrd but i'm running it with God & the devil will tempt, destroy & try to kill me but i just hope God will deliver me from it! I WANNA SHARE THE GOSPEL TO MY BABIES SO BAD BUT I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO! I'VE ACTUALLY STARTED DOING QUIET TIME AND IT FEELS JUST AMAZING TO LEARN THE WORD OF GOD! Yeah, i just wanna let everyone know that i'm am so touched by God that I've god my life on track again!

NI HAO~! ;) I'M FINALLY BACK FROM AMAZING GRACE CAMP AND YEAH IT WAS AMAZING!!!! GOD'S PESSENCE WAS JUST SO AMAZING, IT COULD NOT BE BETTER! I'm soooooooooooo shagged right now , will reply text & email when i'm not HAHAHAHA We all wanna stay another day for camp teeeheee^^ Nobody wants to return to reality but sigh we have to~ OKAY BYE I NEEDA GO PRAY OR DO QUIET TIME.....I'M SO TIRED!!! xoxo, goodnight babies :)

Do you like my new Comment, add, read picture thingy?
I couldn't come out with a new design....so i just anyhow-ed the whole thing. I really want to change this picture so i just made this hehe :)

Anyway.....I feel really angsty today!!!! Maybe it's because i'm so fed up with the texts you reply me & the fact that we don't text much often these days :( I don't know weired feeling but i just feel so angsty today like URGH I WANNA SCREAM AND SIGH SO HARD :(

Anyway, I'll miss everyone! I will esp miss Rachel, Sharan,Jamie & Pooja!!! I will ofc miss a certain someone...hehe. LOVE YOU GUYS! I'll not be able to see you guys until i'm back on Friday! I don't even get to see my mother! Cus she's in Bali...enjoying only!
I'LL BE IN CHURCH CAMP FROM TUESDAY (15th) TO FRIDAY (18th)!
PLEASE DO NOT CALL ME, TEXT ME INSTEAD! I'LL BE ABLE TO REPLY MESSAGES IN THE NIGHT!
Currently listening to 98.7 FM online~ Wheeee saw a hot model his name is ASH something?! He has tattoos & his english~
Speaking bout tattoos....GUESS WHAT I DID! HAHAHAHA

Lame right! I took eyeliner & pens & drew on my whole inner arm HAHA I really want a full inner arm tattoo there! But my family has a thing about tattoos...& it's a gainst God's wishes so sigh~ Maybe i'll just draw on my whole arm everyday LOL. Was thinking of getting inner lip tattoo cus it will fade EVENTUALLY RIGHT?! I really want a peacock feather tattoo like this:

Or some interesting ones like:

Ribbon tattoo in PINK!

Ribbon tattoo in white ink SO NICE!


I love you on my rist~


Pretty diamonds!

My arm like this!

Black & white fornts

this red & black star thingy so nice!!!

Sigh but i can only dream cus people in society don't accept people with tattoos so much....WHY CANT PEOPLE SEE IT AS AN ART?! I know i do tho i don't have a tattoo( YET HOPEFULLY :) ) Haha but what to do my parents don't let me >:( I hate how i'm such a mummy's girl!

The truth is...i don't wanna leave for camp because I wanna hang out rather than have fun @ a camp but i'm forcing myself to go beacause I'm really guilty for being so far away from the Lord....I have so much to thank God for but my heart is kinda hard now? I have a feeling I'm gonna acheive something from this camp again! I miss the old me, like how i was so close to the lord :( But now i can only see all the physical things humans can give...sigh i should be turning my worries to the lord!

I'm just really upset today, i'm emo because i can't stop thinking about something,someone & it just plays like a song on REPLAY IN MY HEAD! Tsk, why is time moving so slow? I know i'm supposed to give time but i really wish things would turn out GOOD FAST!

Yesterday I had fun @ the Mobil D&D...i got some pix will post soon! Today Sharan, Me & rachel were supposed to go to Punggol Beach for a picnic but the Punjab fell sick, get well soon will miss all of you!

SEE YOU IN 4 DAYS, I'LL BE COUNTING DOWN!!!
AWWWW...still have 20% more stuff to pack & my bag is already freaking heavy aiyooooo still have to wake up @ 6am tmr ohh gosh! SLEEPING EARLY TONIGHT!
Xoxo, PLEASE MEESAGE ME EVERYONE!!
~KISSES~

Cotton on tie dye leggings
Tagged XS freesize
preloved
$11 mailed


Pink Tie Dye leggings
FREESIZE
worn 2x
$16 mailed



BRANDNEW Cotton On lace print leggings
Tagged as a XS freesize
Never worn out only to try
selling for the price i got for because it's brandnew!
$20 mailed

Blue & purple kimono
BRANDNEW NEVER WORN
FREESIZE
$12 mailed



Vintage Brown Heels
SIZE: 38/39
height of heel: 5 inches tall
Worn 1X only
$25 mailed / meetups to my convinience
$30 with registered postage
Please do not ask for insole measurements or anymore measurements because i don't know how to measure sorry!

WILL REPLY ALL COMMENTS AND EMAILS WHEN I AM BACK FROM CAMP WHICH IS ON FRIDAY
TRADES ARE OKAY! NO NEGOTIATIONS PLEASE
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HAHA DONT MAKE FUN K I HAVE FUNNY MOUTH DISEASE!
( Sometimes I wished i was the one less lonely girl.....XX )( Read more... )

RIPPED STOCKINGS PREORDER
X Each stocking is DIY & ripped by me
X THEY ARE ALL BRANDNEW!
X Only comes in BLACK & no other colour!
X Freesize & it really can stretch
X Sheer like pantyhose
*Each stocking varies from the different places they are ripped

$4.50 MAILED EACH STOCKING!
This is an on going preorder so it will never end until i close it :>
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